7 days more... exactly 1 weeks time.
Went to school today to do fyp with my group members, followed by watching dvd in the library. Finally, some activities to keep me occupy. I thought I was 'ok' because I seems to be happily talking away with my friends in school, forgetting the sadness. But when I'm on my way back home, the 'ok' become not 'ok'.
Went to school today to do fyp with my group members, followed by watching dvd in the library. Finally, some activities to keep me occupy. I thought I was 'ok' because I seems to be happily talking away with my friends in school, forgetting the sadness. But when I'm on my way back home, the 'ok' become not 'ok'.
I starts to think of him again when I see army guys on the train, wondering is he having good life inside? At that moment of thoughts, my eyes start to get watery.
Reached yishun, tapped my card and walk back home. He used to chat with me while I'm on my way back home. For now, it is not. What I can do is to listen to my ipod songs. He didn't call me today. Not a single call. Negative thoughts start to fill my mind. I starts to worry. The moment I reached home, I hear phone ringing but I guess it isn't mine. Mum picked up and told me, 'Eh your ah bao on the line'. So happy, I quickly open the door, rush in to talk to him. I burst into tears when I talk to him. I really really miss him.
At night, he called me again. Telling me to be guai. Always question me,
Reached yishun, tapped my card and walk back home. He used to chat with me while I'm on my way back home. For now, it is not. What I can do is to listen to my ipod songs. He didn't call me today. Not a single call. Negative thoughts start to fill my mind. I starts to worry. The moment I reached home, I hear phone ringing but I guess it isn't mine. Mum picked up and told me, 'Eh your ah bao on the line'. So happy, I quickly open the door, rush in to talk to him. I burst into tears when I talk to him. I really really miss him.
At night, he called me again. Telling me to be guai. Always question me,
- Got do your homeworks, reports, study?
- Got drink water?
- Still got cry?
- What time wake up today?
I will always answer with a sobby tone, 'have'
When hanging, he will also question me,
- Tomorrow, what time must you wake up?
- What time you must sleep?
- What must you do?
- How many bottles of water must you drink?
Me: 8.00am
Me: 10.30pm
Me: reports, study for MST
Me: 2 bottles
Everynight, before I sleep I will send him goodnight message because he wanna see in the morning, and he will reply me with goodmorning message.
Signing off,
GF
PS: I miss that familiar face of yours, always there disturbing me, cheering me up, joking with me.
